18/01/2026 7:20 am

welcome to my diary.. i dont know who will read this but i just want to let you know that i've been taken to a youth educational centre (i think that's what its called in english?) it's strictly catholic, i can't have my phone, i can't listen to music, i can't call my mom and friends, i'm just closed up in there and now im home for 2 weeks.

so, they abuse me a lot in there, you know like yelling at me at the top of their lungs screaming that i'm "fucking useless", that "i'm a shit idiot" that "my fucking head is empty" and yap yap yap...you know i've had enough of listening to that shit on a daily basis for 2 months straight.

and the worst thing is that i have to come back there soon.. they don't only yell at me in there, i have to clean from 6 am to 9 pm (with breaks for food and classes) and it's just tiring because if you dont do it perfectly you get punished.

i feel like a cleaning robot that's only job is to clean and get mentally tortured. i hate all of this, im a human for fuck's sake.